existence what does it matter?
so much effort, so little relief.
in the end, the same for all. no one will be blessed for doing good.
so much to give, so much to care for and in the end nothing but the earth. six feet under the earth. or the warm flames of the fire turning your flesh into ashes. nothing. nothing but endless lack of meaning. so much effort trying to love and to be loved.
weak as a tiny blossom. my lungs are hanged empty.
lack of forgiveness. too much sorrow. too much guilty.
nothing. there's nothing there. but, we like to believe it has.

ah e quando cala, voz morta.
procurando sentido nas ausências.
a vida vazia de sentido.